Welcome to my little corner of the universe. This blog is pretty much my place to ramble, empty the contents of my overthinking brain, and work on myself. I am horribly inappropriate at times and curse a lot. A LOT.
David’s sons, Adam and Hal, lost their mother early this morning. Adam was able to get to Indiana in time before she passed but unfortunately her eyes never opened and she was not responsive. They will be in my thoughts and prayers. I also feel for David because he can’t be there for the boys because he is taking care of Margaret. Also, losing your first wife and mother of your children as well as caring for your dying wife now has to be incredibly hard.
Unfortunately, I know how hard it is to lose your mother this time of year. All I keep thinking about is how Mom looked and how her eyes never opened and wasn’t responsive. It was on this day last year that she got moved to the nursing home. Reading Hal’s posts on FB about his mom’s final hours remind me of when I told Mom that I would take care of Dad and she could go. I’m a mess and don’t know how I will get through the next 4 days. I hate talking about someone else’s pain and making it about me in this post but it is how I am feeling. And that is why I have this blog.