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Truthiness on a Tuesday

I have been trying to write this all night.  I keep trying to explain the way I got to this truth/thought and I get lost in my own words.  And then I realized I don’t need a setup or explain how I got here.

This morning in therapy, I told Ann (my therapist) that I want to move forward.  I feel like I am feeling better and starting to handle my emotions yet I am still in the same place.  I’m not moving.  I keep waiting for a clear sign telling me I am ready to move on and the truth is, there isn’t going to be one.  I just have to do it.

So, I told Ann that I was thinking about starting to read and work through my Resume for Dummies book.  This may not sound like much but it is a BIG step for me.  Ann was quite pleased with it and said that she was impressed that I was able to talk about it without being panicked or anxious (which is a first).  No pressure to have a finished resume or apply for anything, just reading the book was enough for now.

I am ready to start my life.  I am tired of only seeing Pete on weekends.  I want to be with him all the time and I want to start a family.  

Reading a book about resumes may seem like an insignificant thing to some but it is a big step in the right direction for me.

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